Today was so tiring. thank god I didn't fast :x
I'm pooped. I had my history and math test today.
Half way in history, I always fell into deep sleep. Ritchie noticed my drowsiness.
It was as if I had taken a sleeping pill or something. I got a U-Grade for malay :(
Actually, I'm quite happy x) I never scored U-grade in my whole entire life ! I told mum and she wasn't mad at all. She just said that some people do badly too for their mother tongue.

After school, I went to sungei buloh or something. Whatever it's called :x
I took some pictures of the cool animals too. I took a video of some fishes in action.
I'll post those pictures and maybe video tomorrow (:
Right now, I have to make a birthday card for mummy. It's her birthday today(:
I bought her chocolates at the airport. The actual price for the choc was $15 but it had a discount.
I ain't a cheapskate okay. I spent less on her birthday because I wanted to buy other chocolates for my brother and mummy and myself.

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY !

MUST WATCH !


Umbrella -rihanna (lip dub by CMM Class of P01 2007)
what a funny video ; press pause on the autoplay song first before watching :)


MUST LISTEN !

i'm addicted to this song

Today was rather interesting for me :)
I didn't go to school.
I took MC and I asked my mum to follow me..
Then I got a referall letter to KK hospital -.-
I am going to make an appointment with the Singapore Skin Centre too :)
Finally, some changes in my life.
I hope things will get better in case of my physical and mental health

After taking MC, I went to Geylang with my mum.
Both of us didn't fast :x
Anyway, instead of finding a tradisional outfit for me, we ended buying modern ones in
City Plaza. My mum bought a really SEXY dress for herself to go out and party on her birthday.
The dress was nice :) I bought a bellydancing skirt, a striped dress , another black dress.
I think those dresses can wear with jeans..
There weren't many people there. We bought loads of food at the bazaar too.
I was dog-tired by then. We went to Joo Chiat complex and finally...found a baju kebaya for me.
I wanted silver because firdaus was buying silver too. But I bought white instead.

This yeat, Hari raya is gonna be different for me..
On the first day, I go to my dad's parents' house with daddy, then go home.
Stay with mummy.
Second day.. I don't know. But I won't be going to my mum's relatives or parents house..
haizz..

Good night (:
xoxo

<sup>It's like 8.05am right now and my mum isn't home yet since last night.. My brother was out too the whole night/morning but he came home eventually.My brother probably went clubbing and my cousin,my younger brother and I used to computer. We sat on the sofa in my room and shared the comp.
I got tired of it and went to play the Xbox. We played it until 2am. My dad told us to sleep. So we went into my room and went to our beds. I laid at the upper bunk, syahmi(7yr old brother) laid at the lower bunk and nurizyan(cousin) laid at her mattress.

I ask if they wanted to play "chee-co-pak"[don't know how 2 spell] and we tuned on the lights. we played chopsticks, tarzan the monkey man etc. The we played scrabble. Turned off the lights and used torchlights to play. I used my hp's camera "torch",syahmi used the NDP torch, nurizyan used a blue-light torch. We play and play until 3.45am. My mum still wasn't home nor was my brother. We slept and i turned on my alarm to wake up to eat before dawn; in preparation for fasting. But in the end, it didn't ring. And firdaus sukiman was supposed to call me but couldn't get through -.= So, today I can't fast cos I never niat and never eat before dawn.

And I don't know why I wake up so early today when I only slept for 3hours.. I'm not even sleepy..</sup>

Took these from some songs
hehes

<sup>See, I dont know why I liked you so muchI gave you all, of my trust. I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain,Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel.............

You thought, you could keep this shit from me, yeah ya burnt ass, I heard the story..</sup>

credits to Eamon.. hahaha

First Time In My Entire Life have worn a "tudung" while going out. -.-

Even my mum don't wear..

I just feel like wearing it today.. hahas

I find it very humiliating somehow..
I guess it soo wasn't like myself...

I didn't have any long sleeve shirt so I borrowed my mum's.

And as for the scarf to cover my head, i wore a shawl(also belong to my mum)..

Afiq saw me. I was so embarassed.

It's not like I look down on people wearing it..

It's just that I feel uncomfortable...

I feel insecure and self-concious..

Some guy on his motorbike

I was walking home as usual today..

suddenly, this guy on his motorbike in the carpak made a 'kissing sound'

I knew he was calling me so I turned.

He waved at me and I waved back cos I thought he was my brother =.="

& F.Y.I, my brother doesn't even have any license.. so stupid of me..

he ask me to come to him and I walk away..

I shut my eyes and wanted to run cos i could hear his motorbike approaching..

I was like "SHIT!"

He asked if i was chi or mly..then where i live.. blah2..

then finally, he ask my number..

I willingly gave it to him(:

LOL. joking. I said that I don't give my numbers to strangers like you..

then he made that disappointed face.. I walked away.. I know it's rude..

but I can't help it. I was nervous!

btw, i could tell he just passed his motorbike license cos the motorbike had that sign thingy indicating it..

I'm doing my history project now..

I'm damn sleepy..

Goodnight (:

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HANA !!

& Happy Fasting Month :DD

disorder

As some of you may know, I have an incurable illness.

I've just join an organization for it and I've met a lot of people who has the same illness too :)

the illness is an ^{auto-immune disorder}

but thats not its name though

I cried a little as I feel that I'm not alone who is having it

&& there's a theme song for my illness :D

woohoo~

this is dedicated to all the people around the globe who has *that illness too !

Here are the words to True Colors but we changed them to "TWO COLORS".

You with the sad eyes

Don't be discouraged

Oh, I realize It's hard to take courage

In a world full of people

You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

Can make you feel so small

Chorus: But I see your TWO COLORS

Shining through I see your TWO COLORS

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your TWO COLORS

TWO COLORS are beautiful

Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then

Don't be unhappy, can't remember

When I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy

And you've taken all you can bear

You call me up

Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your TWO COLORS...

Chorus

:DD

And Just Because I Saw A Cute Guy The Other Day , That Does Not Make Me Love You Any Lesser.

^{I less than three you}

^{hahaha
recently i saw really cute guy..
he works at the ice cream shop called new zealand something..
Adeline,cheryl,chear,darrell and I had gone cycling together again at East Coast..
So we decided to buy ice cream..
I thought the ice cream guy was chinese but I found out that he was malay
after he spoke to me in malay about Adeline ,cheryl, darrell and chear
Then he said something about me that made me blushed..
And I was so embarrassed..
too bad liyana was not there..
TO LIYANA : I know you wish you could see him.. hahahahahahaha
joking luhs.
Cheryl tried tasting a lot of flavors.. very cute luh..
Then the guy said that tiramisu had alcohol
but in the end Cheryl got to try cos there was no alcohol.. haha
Darrell asked a lot of questions to the guy..}

♥Ice cream boy♥
18 years old
schooling in Singapore poly (second year)
very cute
very cute :D
quite humourous
look like gv aloysius who graduated
taller than me
smokes the cigarette that you have to make yourself

- works alone on weekdays
- quiting his job when hols are over

^{then we saw him at burger king..
we called him aloysius..
lol x)}

hope to see him again one day.. After that..we went to the parkway parade shopping mall or something and did some window shopping.. we were looking for skinny jeans and shades..

^{but I still love hydir a lot}

I feel sucky today..
Woke up at 12+ cos my mum was poking my head,asking me what to cook..
I was crankly and uptight to my dad cos he pisses me off..
He told me not to wear shorts when I go out or even AT HOME
And I'm like 'WTH' and ignored him...
I've been moody lately..
Life's been full of misery..
But at least I was happy that I get to go out with my friends :D
That really cheered me up..
The hydir thingy, I'm quite okay with it(:
I'm moving on and it's gonna happen real fast..
Honestly, with hydir around, I've been really happy and more lively..
But when he's gone..
I miss him so dearly and I am like so dead at home..
But after reading the Al-Quran book, I started to realise that it's what's best for me and him
Now I'm able to cope it better and yeah :DD

I still love you.. .

& never will I forget you

AND

Libraryyy; AN INCIDENT THAT HAPPENED THERE

Yesterday, My bestest friend, liyana and I went to the library together...

I was sad that I couldn't make it to Sentosa with my classmates

because I had to babysit my brother in the morning :(

Anyway, we headed to tampines library.

And while we were studying, a group of malay boys

sat ..(see the drawing above)

Yeah.. and they were like yakking loudly..

And liyana and me could not concentrate..

So we said "Shhhhh" really loud..

Then they said, "Aper shh shh"

Then we wrote "Please be Quiet, Thank you" and slide it to them(:

After that, they started the conversation on the paper..

I'll scan the paper soon okay?(: hahas.After talking on paper, they came to sit with us.

They mintak number.. But we didn't give.
Now we regret cos they were studying social studies and we needed that book :(

Soon, the librarian ask us to leave the place.

That's where we got separated. Then we were like searching and searching...

I remembered one of the guys number ; 9445....something something..

Maybe I'll write to them at teenage.. hopefully they reply back..

hahahahas

THINGS TO DO

1. English Composition

2.English Worksheet

3. Mathematics Textbook

4. History Project



& must study hard(:

Teacher's Day :)

hey~

It's Teacher's Day !

After school, I sat at the canteen

with Liyana..

Then I sat with firdaus and darrell

& some other people later on..

No one I knew was at my primary school at that time..

So I asked firdaus and darrell to accompany me(:

& i really appreciate them

Then Darrell and Firdaus followed me home..

Darrell changed his clothes in public. Lol!

Darrell and I met up with Chear,Cheryl,Adeline and Val..

We went to East coast park and went cycling.

We taught darrell how to cycle..

It was really fun..

Then we went tm and

saw hidir,haiqel and his friend

And oh ya! I talked to hidir's daddy on the phone before we went to east coast
He sounded really young!
hahas

I got some pictures..
edited by cheryl and adeline (: