The Day I Want To Die

4.00am
"Ma... Ma... Ma..." I whispered from the top of the bunk bed.
"Yes, what you want ?" Syahmi replied instead.

I jumped down and startled my mum. I told her a pain in my stomach woke me up. She rubbed some oil or something on my stomach. Sooner or later, I started to vomit.

4.45am
I screamed in agony. The pain was excruciating. The whole family watched me scream and struggled. My mum called my dad. She wanted to call the ambulance but dad told her to wait. I continued screaming on my bed. Dad drove from Bedok to pasir ris. He sent me to Changi General Hospital as I threw up in his taxi.

5.10am
Reached the A&E. Sat on the wheelchair as the nurse brought me to the waiting area. The doctor injected me with this useless jab that was suppose to stop the vomit. Took a gastric medicine.

About 6am
Still in pain. I wanted to go home though the pain was still there. I laid down on my mum's lap. The doctor said I had to wait for the med to work. However, my mum had to wheelchair-ed me to the toilet every now and then to vomit. Then took urine test

About 6.50am
Taken to the observation room. The doc took my blood. He "cocok' my hand like a million times before finding the vein. He put me on the Drip. (the water going in my veins) It hurt like hell and became swollen. The doc took the long needle out and "cocok" it to my other hand. I slept a lil. There was this NS guy also vomitting and groaning in agony. Poor thing.

8.10am
Doc woke me up. Asked if i was ok. I was feeling better though. Not as bad as before. I looked at the Drip. Still not done. Arghh. Asked the nurse if he could take it out. But couldn't.

8.20am
Discharged finally. Still in pain. I felt like dying. Waited for the meds to come. Then sat in dad's taxi and as he drove I vomitted more. Can die siot. Went home. Sleep. Woke up at 1.30.
Slept so more.

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Woke up early.Met Firdaus-darling at taxi stand and my mum said, "he really loves you". hahahaha. I know he do. Rushed to KK hospital. My Gynae is Marriane Hendricks. She's really young. She checked my body parts (really personal) and prescribed me with hormone pills and a capsule to produce blood or something cos my blood count was really low. They ran some pregnancy test and blood test. Blood test was the most painful of all blood tests reason being the was not much blood in my veins. And now, my right hand is damn weak D: Didnt make it to the second hospital because it was late. Reached home at 6.30. Vomit like can die. Then Mr yang, aifaa and aloysious came. It was really pleasant. Mr yang brought Toblerone and fuji apples and A&A brought these big pieces of paper. It was really, really sweet of them. I feel deeply touched by it. I pasted these sweetstuffs on my wall. My brother was pretty pissed but it don't matter ! Now I change my mind to take priv Os. hehs. About 8pm, nadiah and aliah came :] It was really nice of them. Nadiah brought this sweet card along. Talk and talk. And mum was kind of lecturing. lol. Then nadiah had to go home. Aliah stayed longer. talk and talk and talk. Then she went home too. So, I played Star Wars <3 style="font-size:130%;">

Well, thank you so much everyone for your concern and well wishes :D
I love you guys more than a truck can carry !

Hello everyone. I'll reply your tag here or else i'll be flooding my own board :]

Right now, I can't go school cos of my stupid boobs. (Mr yang found out about it D:)

Candygirl, okay i will, hunns. thanks :]
Cheryl, oke :D i will, i will x]
val & adeline, I miss 3e4 a lot alot alot !!
Lijun, relinked ;]
marissa, thankyou :)
XXX, you can help, by telling me who you are :D and I miss you like shit. hahaha.
erin, don't bullshit ! but imy !

I haven't been in school for two weeks now DD: I miss school & friends.
And tomorrow, I can't come :/ At 9.30, I need to be in the hospital. Then at 3, I need to be in another hospital. Pfft. I think I'm gonna die lah. Better dying then keep going to the clinic and hospital. Penat siot.

Didnt do much today. Time passed so quickly. Maybe it's because of the rain :p I'll just update on the type of pain and illnesses I'm suffering ;]
*Short-term memory loss
*chronic migraine and headache
* fever and flu
*Loss of large amount of blood
*chronic pain in my bones and muscles ( not bodyache!)
*Asthma, difficulty breathing
*damn pain at my stomach

I think that's about it. haha.