You Couldn't Cheat On Your Guy

Not that you'd want to anyway! You're incredibly loyal and honest... Definitely not the cheating kind.

Your PMS Disaster Level: High

You are definitely a PMS disaster! At least you're only scary a few days of the month.

You Are 36% Emo

You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy.

You Are the Index Finger

You are ambitious, driven, and capable.You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it.You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it. You get along well with: The Thumb Stay away from: The Ring Finger

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image.On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex.You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time.Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

Your Stripper Song Is

Like a Virgin by Madonna "Like a virgin, ooh, oohLike a virginFeels so good insideWhen you hold me, and your heart beats, and you love me" No virgin-ness implied. Not at all.

Went out with Nur recently. Took neoprints, ate, shop etc. SHE BOUGHT ME A SPONGEBOB handphone holder lah seh :DD Woohooo! LOL. After that, lepak. talk2 about wax and stuff. Went to the playground. And played catching with some kids -.- I told them i was pri 6. hahahahaha. some believed while this sec 1 guy and sec 4 guy who played too were like, " -.= you're either sec 3 or sec 4 " Played catching with all the lil kids and "big boys" at the playground for an hour. VERY FUN oke ! I miss playing it. haha. Abang must've have been embarassed to see me playing with them..

Haven't been I'm updating for quite awhile. My brain has gone haywire lately. Nervous breakdown perhaps. Or maybe I just need a new brain. Anyway, a few days ago, I wrote a poem to koko for fun. Nothing better else to do. lol.

Koko, I love you

and your tattoo

you are my honor and glory

and chocolate fondue

Despite my flaws and all

you're always there for me

as far as I could recall

there's no boundary to this love

its beyond the stars above.

Loving you unconditionally

is not as hard as it seems

dreaming of you so sweetly

with wonderful, lovely themes.

It's been a month we're together

and will remain together forever

Death won't do us part

You'll always stay in my heart

© Copyright 2008 Sabira's lameshit, Inc. All rights reserved. S.G.

I was unable to use the internet yesterday. Got cut off. Coincidently, mum's got cut off too. lol.
My brothers were like dying to use the net. haha. And yesterday was my first month with Koko. Yay! First time la sey ^^ All my previous relationships ended before two weeks. I guess this one's different. Anyway, I've not done my DesignTech yet ): No ink in the printer. I don't know if ikea's gonna be much of a help but I'm praying it will. And I have not started on my pure physics homework nor my sub physics for school. shucks. Got Maths, D&T, English & physics D: I wish I can sleep now. Koko's probably asleep now..

And I MUST remember to call Mutt to bring his malay file since he refuse to buy ):
I AM SO GONNA PULL HIS BALLS OUT IF HE DON'T BRING IT. mark my words.

Woke up at 7. then slept bac. damn sleepy. woke up around 11.30 and got ready to go for tuition. In the end, I didn't go cos I fell sick. Took panadol and all. Mum murdered at least 5 crabs. I was crying as she killed them one by one DDD: Aunt Aton and Uncle Frank from germany came to my house. Its been so long since they came to singapore. I was in my mum's room and Uncle Frank was like, " hellooooo" as he stood outside the house door. Salam-ed them and told them mum and syahmi went to the shop. Then when mum and syahmi came home, we served the. they loved the food :DD They kept asking me to eat the murdered crab. But I didb't want to & I simply couldn't. It would be a great sin I guess. In the end, I decided to tell myself those weren't the murdered crabs , they had committed sucide so-called. So I ate one with guilt. Took me 20 minutes to finish one small portion of crab. I used a chopstick and Uncle Frank was like, " Sabira, that won't do" with his german accent. The both of them spoke German and those weren't basics, so I couldn't understand. Nothing much to do after that. Koko was at his aunt's shop, firdaus' hp got confiscated and Liyana's probably busy at this point of time. Mum asked me to talk2 to Uncle Frank. What was I suppose to say?? So I pushed the task to Syakir ^^ Bur Abang Syakir procrastinated.

And yesterday was soo humiliating D: I felt so pathetic with that uniform. The taekwondo members were like," eyh, how come now then you come ??" lol. Some people at the CCA fair were like laughing at me :/ But it was so fun stealing clients >:] I went to the NCC booth and stole one client from them. Raihan was trying to block me and the rest of the ncc guys were talking to the 'client'. I told the client(sec1 guy) that if you join taekwondo, you can be my boyfriend and I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the tkd booth. AND HE JOINED :DD then I started stealing the SJAB "clients". Muahahahahaha. I created lots of propaganda :D Obciously, I had nothing else to do and my feet were burning under the hot sun since i wasn't allowed to wear shoes at the quadrangle. Teerawat so damn strong! haha. I ask him to break the wood and he broke it into pieces. I asked him how he did it and he said he joined muay thai fighting. He explained to me what it was about.

Okay, dad moved out of the house already. Surprisingly, he was waiting below my block, ready to send me to school. I was late but luckily I didn't get detention. Mr Tung told me to come over, he said my dad was speeding. I was WTFFFFFFF. CB tul.. I felt like kicking his oversized balls. Went to sit with my class and Ms Lim was like," Juliza, move up" , she was referring to me =.="
Gave firdaus the rep passage & all. I was like panicking when I had to return the chem book to firdaus. Mr yang was in firdaus' class. I was standing outside, peeping then suddenly mr yang came out and look at me. I said," oops, sorry." and went back. So paisey. Then2, Ms Ng, the chem teacher went in their class already. Mr lim still wasnt in my class but damn, Mr yang went into our class. I was like," shit.shit.shit.shit. hurry mr yang. get out of the class!" By then, Mr lim came. Passed the book to Nadiah as she sat closest to 3e5. I noticed that 3e5 mates tend to go the toilet countless times so she passed the book to one of them to give firdaus. Then lessons went as per normal. Couldn't find liyana anywhere in the school so headed home. I didn't bring keys and abang was sleeping in his room. So I sat at the bench outside my house, listening to music, lying down. lol. Called mum and him a few times. In the end, dapat lah masuk..

I was really sleepy and pooped today. Kept yawning. Hardly can remember what happen in class today. But I do remember I was really blur in Principles Of Accounts. Didn't really get what Mr Teo was saying. And recess, I went with liyana [: I miss her colourful braces. I REALLY DO. Her braces changed its colour from time to time and I love looking at them :DD Purple, Dark blue, Light Blue, Pink, Red, Orange, Dark green, Light Green, White, black and many more. haha. Now I can never see them again D: Stand around with Firdaus in school while waiting for boyfriend. Then send liyana to the bus stop. Liyana was eager to see him but her bus came. Met boyfriend at 224. Then walked with him and Han. He sent me til 231 then I went the carpark for no reason. Reached home and talk2 to mum. I switched on the comp then mum want to pray. So i lie on my bed. Within seconds, I fell asleep with my school uniform :x Woke up between 6 to 7, receiving CallAlerts made from Nur. Boyfriend smsed too stating that I didn't answer his calls. Strangely, I did receive any calls from him at all. I've been really dead lately. It's time that I exercise more(: Okay, I'm starting to crap. Till here.

Oh and I love koko ((:

Told daddy to send me to school today and he did. Made it just in time. Stupid teacher made us sing the anthem again and say the pledge. I hate it oke. She's nice but so many rules. Hairband also want to be so strict. Sat with Belinda at Chem. Books still out of stock. And I was really taken aback that Mr SINGGAM was so damn effing nice. He's like an angel tau + with his Santa Claus beard[: DesignTech was interesting. Mr tan woon wee's ringtone is Barney ! hahahah.. I was like lmao-ing. After school, went to Tamp mall with mummy. Boyfriend saw me there. But didn't get to see him DD: Obviously, I'm really blind :/ Bought some bras. Looove them ((: haha.

Oh and before going to tamp mall... Mummy told me something unexpected. Mum & Dad are officially divorced.

& I guess things will never be the same again D':

So damn sleepy today. Woke up at 5.45am. Took a bath until 6.20 :$ Rushed to get ready and went out at 6.30am. Waited for boyfriend under Nur's block. I could have sworn I saw Wan. Nur was suppose to meet us at 6.45 and WTH she overslept. I called her multiple times as we waited for her. Her window was really dark. Could tell she overslept =.="

So boyfriend sent me to school (: Thanks koko <3 I really apreciate it. Lucky he came. If not, I stand there like idiot waiting for nur. haha. nevermiinds. I made her wait for me in even worser situations.

School was boriiiiiiing. I kept yawning. Miss Liyana lah seh... hahas. And miss all my other classmates. At chemistry , watched Miss ____ closely as I punched the buttons of the cell phone, texting koko.

Did the whatever stuff in LP. Headed home. Nur called me, explaining what happened. Asked me if I could lepak2 with her as she was bored. Went to her house to charge my hp. Then I suggested to go White Sands. Did some quick shopping. Bought some food and stuff in popular. Around 7+, liyana's mummy called me. Asked me where was liyana. Liyana was still in school. Made a couple of phone calls. and stuff. Then her mum called again, then liyana called, then cheryl called, then darling koko called. non -stop ringing with the logical song. Got irritated with the logical song already lah. But still not planning to change the ringtone YET.

Chatting with Boyfriend now (:
The one and only. haha

Oh well, I'm darn sleepy.
Nitey Nites