Thursday, March 27, 2008

Firdaus woke me up today at around 10. I felt really sick. Lied down the whole day. Then, went to the doctor. Saw Fabian when I was in the taxi. Doc gave a lot of medicines D: Then headed to Downtown East. I saw Sufian ! He was such a hottie on his motorbike, about to deliver pizzas. He gave me a wave with a megawatt smile. He's like Adonis! haha. But its not a crush. Just admire him. I had known when i was in P1 and he was in secondary school. haha.. gosh, the age difference. He often fetch me from school with abang. And, I can't believe he recognised me ! I havent seen him for years I guessed. Ate a lot . blah. blah. and i'd to say... I'M SORRY *FIRDAUS D:

Tuesday, March 25, 2008







Okay, I was bored. :/

Saturday, March 22, 2008


me in the water
hotties !

that blondie is like Aphrodite !






credited to cheryl and photographer on the last four (:







Yesterday was fun,fun, fun ! haha. Went to Sentosa. Met *them outside Mac. Came late :$ sorry. Brought the Fried Rice. Took the MRT. Then the monorail or something. haha. And I just learned that the toilets are so damn far from the beach. There was this indian girl were went topless and took a video. I was like wthhhh.. Played the 'monkey something' in the water with Cheryl, Aiman, Hafeez. Sheng Lun kept eating and didn't wanna play with the water. So, Zhi wei, Izwandi, Matthew and I attempted to carry him. We did algebra on the sand. haha. Walk around the beach, Lie on the sand. Bought a bikini(shared with cheryl) haha. I was embarrassed to wear it. Then played the "monkey" something again. Realised my hair was wet. So stopped. haha. It went curly wurly. Pfft. I was so exhausted. Even till now. But it was worht it. Belinda baked the cupcakes. Diyana brought the chicken wings, nuggets and hotdog. SEDAP OI ! i still have the chicken wings at home. hahahah. Then went to vivo. Mum called. Curfew at 10pm. So I had to left the others. So sleep siot in the mrt. I reached home at 10pm SHARP. phew! Then Mas answered the door. Mum wasn't at home. -.- Sheesh.. Rushed for nothing. Talked to Mas about koko, then her boyfie. Congrats Farhan Dugong ! I feel so happy for you lah! 210308 seh.. Good day for you, Mas and meee... hahaha.. I can't believe you guys end up with each other in the end ! haha. Mas' friends are so damn funny. I mean the guys though. lol. But interesting (:
Played psp and khalid was playing too.. Wanted to multiplayer GTA but his was liberty stories, mine vice city(pathetic huh) I want the fourth one !! (:

Today...

I realised that talking to firdaus reminds me of morrie schwartz. We talked based on topics in funny ways. And the topic of the day was GOTH. lol. we're going goths !

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ADELINE !

Thursday, March 20, 2008




I'm dead bored right now. So I decided to view some profiles in friendster. And I viewed Hydir's profile. And I was like 'omg !' Hydir's finally got a girl who can actually tolerate him and is damn in love with him. Happy for him lah :D But hydir, DON'T YOU FORGET ME, ASSHOLE :D. Someday you're gonna regret on what you did to me for 5 months ! haha. okay, I'm bullshitting :$ Anyways, the girl's not that pretty in my opinion. Wonder how he could love her (since he is so effing shallow) Pfft. Well it's none of my business anyway. But all the best and hope you guys will last long(if she's happy) Hehes. I'm totally over him(well thats what I think) but I'm still cursing him though. hahaha.

Anyway, I had four periods free today :D horraayy. Started off with physics. Wanted to throw up during the entire lesson but was so embarrassed to tell Mr lim. When he got closer, I was gesturing and whispering to him that I had to throw up. And Mr Lim was like," Sabira, I cannot help you "anymore. You are way left behind. You have to work on it yourself. I can't help you. " He continued saying those things while I was trying to tell him that I needed to go to the toilet. Finally, he understood. phew. Vomit like mad. Came back, lesson was over. lol. dropped my calculator from the 3rd storey. Everyone was like asking who's calculator is it. Jillyn helped me to take it. i came along anyway. Thanks babe. And my calculator is OKAYYYY :DD then.then. Maths had two free periods. I was done with my work. So, walked around the classroom kaypo-ing. haha. then Mutty caught my eye. His right arm was "vandalised" Val had wrote some stuffs on his hand. PICS OF IT TO BE UPLOADED SOOON ! And I can't believe Ms Noraiza is getting MARRIED ! And congrats to DARRELL SONG AND VALARIE ONG* though i was the last to know that they were attached. HAHA

Monday, March 17, 2008





































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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Koko called today (: Yay! miss him lah ! I've been very nervous for quite some time. Yussoff and Ferza keep msging me and I don't think Koko will like it at all :/ Life's been quite fcuked up and at the same time great. But I have to change my blog link soooon. Cause my dad's been trying to find my blog lately. If one of my cousins tells him, BOOOM! I am soo dead. I was suppose to see my psychiatrist today but had to use the money to pay my phone bill. And I don't know how to tell ferza that I am attached :$ It would be soo awkward. Gawd. Furthermore, I need to find a way to make them stop msging me, at least less msging. I mean, I dont want to do what i did to Nazz a few months ago.. By totally disappearing from his life and shutting up at all cause. Well I can't do that to Yussoff since I probably see him in school everyday. Fattah stopped calling. Thats pretty great I guess. Im not really concern about Yussoff because he already know about koko. I'm concern about Ferza. I can have a thought of him treating me just as a friend. I did that once to Ariff and it was the biggest REGRET and MISTAKE. Oh well, maybe someday I'll bring the subject up to Ferza though i'm quite reluctant. But dont get me wrong, I'm not interested in him..


yay! friday gi iceskating & it'll be 3 months with wai lin koko ! :D

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Today was quite a surprise. I got ready early for the first time. I didn't know what to do so I ate breakfast. Took my own sweet time to school since liyana will not be there . Suppose to see Mdm Jamilah but she went home after my maths extra class. During mother tongue, we went to the library. I got to be a librarian again ! yay! I miss being one ]: I've been a librarian for like 5 years, then i quit. thanks to mdm guan :/ Juliza scanned the books for our fellow mt classmates while I slide the books against the machine thingy and Mdm Sharifah "chopped" it. I totally forgot that the computer thing was sensitive cos i've not been there for a year. So I totally forgot to warn Juliza about scanning the books only after the software has take in the ID and stuff. So, the thing overloaded and we made a mess out of it. As you know Mdm guan was sure to kill me so we made a run for it, leaving mdm sharifah :$ Then it was recess. I saw Raihan and chatted with him. Then we went for recess together. Not what I expected. Haziq popped in and I apologies if I neglected you. Didn't mean it. But I did try to squeeze Haziq into the convo by asking him about poa. LOL. Eversince the year 2008, Haziq and me have been talking about poa ONLY.

Monday, March 3, 2008

Today was quite hectic for me after school. Firdaus was like asking me to hurry up until I wanted to pee. Went to WS. Then at the nanyang optical shop or something - we didn't know what to do :/ It was so awkward. In the end, Firdaus did the talking. The optician wasn't there so she asked us to come tomorrow ]: Ate at Mac. Kong wei and Eileen came along. Then suddenly left. lol. Saw Belinda and Lijun at window. But they couldnt see us. Firdaus took lots of pictures of me with his new camera. The camera was filled with my face and his dad's -.=" While eating, I remembered there was another optical shop near bata. Went there. didn't like it. left. Decided to come again tomorrow :] Bought earsticks ! I'm expanding my earhole once more. I'll get over it soon i hope. Some get disgusted by it. E.g. Muttaqin and my mum. Took the bus home. I SAW KIMIKO lah. He was cuter in real life, honestly. At first I didn't recognize him until he smiled warmly at me. Then firdaus started taking pictures of me again. I know I'm beautiful to you, firdaus :D haha KIDDING. Then as soon as I reached my stop, Miko said "bye Sabira" To be frank, I was indeed surprise by the fact it happened. He was much friendlier than Fattah. Why I compare him to Fattah you may ask me; I got to know him through Fattah; his close friend and my uh.. friend

After that, went to school to pee. Then went home. Went out again a few minutes after to meet liyana. Went to central to alter her skirt and do dry cleaning for Mami. But lady was not there. Pfft. Waste my time. Liyana passed her skirt to me. Go to central again. But alone. Talked to firdaus all the way. I decided to alter my skirt sekali :$ But not the altered skirt. the unaltered skirt. It was raining like mad btw. My shoes were drenched and soaky.

Went home; did homework. then friendster-ed. msn-ed. And now I blog.
Well tomorrow is another tiring day for meeeeeeeeeee

Goodnight sweethearts :]