Koko called today (: Yay! miss him lah ! I've been very nervous for quite some time. Yussoff and Ferza keep msging me and I don't think Koko will like it at all :/ Life's been quite fcuked up and at the same time great. But I have to change my blog link soooon. Cause my dad's been trying to find my blog lately. If one of my cousins tells him, BOOOM! I am soo dead. I was suppose to see my psychiatrist today but had to use the money to pay my phone bill. And I don't know how to tell ferza that I am attached :$ It would be soo awkward. Gawd. Furthermore, I need to find a way to make them stop msging me, at least less msging. I mean, I dont want to do what i did to Nazz a few months ago.. By totally disappearing from his life and shutting up at all cause. Well I can't do that to Yussoff since I probably see him in school everyday. Fattah stopped calling. Thats pretty great I guess. Im not really concern about Yussoff because he already know about koko. I'm concern about Ferza. I can have a thought of him treating me just as a friend. I did that once to Ariff and it was the biggest REGRET and MISTAKE. Oh well, maybe someday I'll bring the subject up to Ferza though i'm quite reluctant. But dont get me wrong, I'm not interested in him..


yay! friday gi iceskating & it'll be 3 months with wai lin koko ! :D