Friday, October 24, 2008

Yeah, went to watch HSM 3 yesterday. Went in the bus and met Darrell and friend. Sat opposite him and chatted along the way. Sure miss sitting beside my 2-year class partner. haha. Reach tamp mall, bought halloween popcorn. I love the bucket. Ate nachos too. Syahmi and I had a fight in the theatre. We were practically slapping each other in the face, punching,pinching and kicking each other. Idiot, he is. HSM 3 was more intense and high budget this time. More props and more pricely. The songs weren't as memorable though. But a lot of effort put in. Well, today, talked to Firdaus(just now). We kinda criticised the Scenekids clan in friendster. Some of them, Scene kids tak menjadi lah. Can vomit blood. Well, who asked me to look at them.. It was my choice. But whatever luh, I don't want to care about em. Welp, gtg now. take care everyone.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Today is a sad,sad, sad day. Firstly, I had to bid farewell to fellow retainees. Then, had to rush home and attend my very first funeral. So yeah, a lot of crying today for me.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Maths Trail.



Started off the day with a woman babbling about whatever shit she has to say. I couldn't help myself but to think of throwing tomatoes at her and jeering. Afiq kept saying he wanted to rape her. Not because she was sexy or anything, but because she was insanely annoying. I don't mean to condemn her but she really was exasperating. Banyak songek seh. So, we had a maths trail. Bleah. The tasks were boring and the planes weren't much of any excitement. What made it exciting was Mark ! Who's Mark ? Mark was a stranger whom we saw at a food court. He was indeed pulchritudinous. There was an instant attraction. He left the food court and headed to the Mr Bean shop. During that time, we planned on approaching him. We were like slutty fangirls I must say. And so, when he came, Coleen talked to him.

Coleen: Hi. Can we take a picture with you?
Mark: (shocked ) Why ?
Coleen: For plain fun(giggles)
Mark: (thought for awhile) Fine.
And cheeeeeeeeese. Snap! haha. It's still in my hp. It's gonna stay there for decades I tell ya :D
Oh, and thanks Belinda for taking the pic of us. My brother thought he was one of the Jonas Brothers ! haha.

Maths Trail.




Hari raye.

I'll always love my baby :D

Danial&Hidayah; danial's crib


WhiteCouples♥



Scandalicious

Let's do it threesome !

Pure Candid~

Firdaus cracked me up. Shida was pissed. haha

Shida sesat :p hahaha jking

My baby

My baby :p

My baby xP

All-round NATURAL !
Woke up at 10.30. Mum wasn't home, so I planned to head to the library. I've longed to read a book. Craving to do so! Put on make-up, tied my hair and just went I was about to change, Ring! Ring! Firdaus called. "Aper" I smsed. Called again. Asked if *they could come. Sorry, no duit raye. They came, joined them in their quest. Called Danial, asked him if we could come over. I impersonated hidayah. hehs. But of course, he knew it wasnt me. Then called Sakinah, and went over to her crib. We gave her 20 minutes to get ready. haha. After that, she followed us to Dan's crib. Damn fun. Fattah got disturbed by them when he called my phone. He was damn angry. Then Rosli called, Firdaus sang to him. It was hilarious. They kept making Ros call and sang to him with different songs. Then we kept teasing Hidayah and Danial. haha. Cute lah mereka.
Then proceeded to Ruhilda's crib. Ruhil and Ruzana had no manners to talk to us. They keep staying in the room seh. Her grandma was the one who chatted with us. Ruzana didnt even came to us at all. WTF. Then walked to Shida's place. Tired seh. Ate fried maggi and curry. Then went to Irah's place. Vicky and Divesh were there. I was surprised. Amaleena and Hidayu and Khalisa were there too. After that, went to Central to buy school shoes cos my feet were killing me with those heels. Then reached at Hidayah's. I must say Hidayat is surprisingly attractive :DD lol. Ate her dad's cooking, so damn effing spicy. I couldnt not stand it so Asyraf ate it. But delicious though. Hidayat so handsome. hahahaha. Serious. After that, it was Firdaus'. Saw Snoop Doog, like finally ! haha. Loved the kuih2! Deena's dad came, and sent us to the their house. Ate Ice-cream cake ! Yum! haha. Thenthen, we headed home ! Tired seh. Sleep. 2am woke up. Fauzi kept calling. Too sleepy to answer. Sorry. Well, take care everyone (: xoxo














































Monday, October 13, 2008


Are you color blind?
Lol. Obviously, I'm bored right now.
And Fucked up.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I feel so helpless. He was so talented yet his fate changed his destiny. He was probably gonna be the best Singapore soccer player ever. And just one action, could change everything around. No, he did not die. No, he's not paralysed or ill. He has been possessed for many years D: He was a teenager at that time. So talented in soccer. He was the captain of the Young Lions U18 or something. He had sponsors from Nike. And what happen was, his mum claimed that he carried this sacred,holy indian thing and got possessed. I'm not sure what it is. But yeah, he got p******* and it didn't seem to go away. Many "bomoh" and doctors tried to cure him but couldnt D: His mum even brought him to Australia to seek help from this particular man who thought could save him. But to no avail. Even now, the thing is still in him. It's been so many years. But the last time this handsome boy came to my house(few months ago), he seemed normal. My younger brother liked him very much. I even added him in friendster. But how was I to know the thing came on,off,on,off. It's pretty scary. My brother said he'd start screaming and the rest my brother refused to tell. Gawd.. so wasted seh ! Can you imagine a guy with a good future, with a good sponsor and a good captain with a good team had a fate like this ? It's so sad. I really wish I could help him. I feel so sorry for him D:

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Today I had my maths and chem paper. Maths was a total killer. For some reasons, I wanted to puke when I read the questions. And I have a strong feeling I will retain. Like, seriously. Gawd.. I am so scared and nervous D: Well, the chem paper was so boring. I was so sleepy. I had no idea what it was about. All that ran through my head was knowledge of physics. haha. And guess what? i just top up my prepaid, and now it's finished! I miss my line. My hp line TOTALLY cut seh D: So, Shahril had to call my prepaid. And I didn't know how the hell to activate it. So, talk to him awhile and my prepaid finish! Sial uh. I really dont know how prepaid works. I want my line back DD: I give my mum MY money to pay my hp bill. But you know what ? She said she has to use MY money pay MY tuition fees which PARENTS are suppose to pay and NOT USE THEIR'S KID'S SCHOOL MONEY. Sheesh. I want to maki(say bad words) right now. But I can't. I somehow kind of want to taubat, a.k.a turn over a new leaf. hehs. ahhhhhh. fffffffffffffffff........uck ! buto la. I can't take it uh. I want my fucking line back. I should have took my fucking school money from my "lalalalalalla" mami and should have just fucking pay my bills by my fucking self. ah. fuck. fuck. fuck the shit out of you. Geram nak mampos !!! Kalau retain, retain uh. Gi mampos ngn nak blaja sampai stress2. Nanti da blaja abe results macam p*** , sier2 je aku blaja..

Well, I must nt get too fucked up. *breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out*


I LOVE DERRICKCOMEDY !
xoxo

Monday, October 6, 2008


My Apology Note to Everyone.
Every time I am hurt by someone, I think back. Have I done the same to another? Yes, I have. At this moment, I realized, I have not been much of a friend. Was I there for my friends when they were in need? Have I ever back stabbed or hurt an innocent being? Have I gossiped about someone who was nice to me? Yes, I have . I was not really there for my friends either. And I have not been a good friend. I feel so guilty and angry at myself. I have disappointed myself and everyone else. I am sorry. From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely apologize to every one whom I have hurt, gossip or back stab (if any). I am sorry for all my wrong doings. I am sorry if I ever lied to any of you. I am sorry if I have once hold a grudge on you for nothing. I am sorry if I hated you for some stupid reasons. I am sorry if I humiliated any of you in any way or was I ever rude to you. If I ever made any sarcastic remarks or annoyed you, I apologize. I really am sorry. I hope you will forgive me. You have no idea how sorry I am. I know that what has been done, cannot be undone. Therefore, I can't look back and change things. But I can only request for your forgiveness upon my wrong doing.
This post is dedicated to everyone and anyone who has been affected by me in any way.
And if there's anything that I left out, care to tag.
take care.
May god bless you.

Saturday, October 4, 2008









Friday, October 3, 2008

a = 1
b = 1

a = b
a(a) = ab [multiply both sides by a]

a(a) - b(b) = ab-b(b) [subtract both sides by b(b)]

(a+b)(a-b) = b(a-b) [factorise them]
(a+b)(a-b)/(a-b) = b(a-b)/(a-b) [divide by a-b]
a+b = b

Recalling back a=1 b=1

a+b=b

1 + 1 = 1

1 + 1 = 1 What went wrong?

Another one

-2 = -2
4 - 6 = 1 - 3
4 - 6 + 9/4 = 1 - 3 + 9/4
(2 - 3/2) square = (1 - 3/2) square

2 - 3/2 = 1 - 3/2
2 = 1

credits to kenneth