Thursday, November 29, 2007
Ingredients: Butter, Cheese,Milk, Eggs [own ingredients]
When it was done.......
look yummy right ?? haha!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
* I hung up the phone
Erin: i'm sexy, I'm cute. I'm popular to boot. I'm bitching, great hair. The boys all love to stare. I'm wanted. I'm hot. I'm everything you're not.
Sabbie: It's too late to apologise.
Erin: ?
Sabbie: Don't waste your time
Erin:You lied to me,pablo.
Sabbie:It's over,over...
Erin: She made you dinner,pablo
Sabbie:I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday. And even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away..
Erin:You hugged her! How could you, pablo?
Sabbie: And i hate how much i love you boy and i can't stand how much i need you but i just can't let you go.
Erin:I've got to move on and be who I am. I just don't belong here at all, I hopw you understand. We might find our place in this world someday though.
Sabbie:i would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away. Thank you for all you've done.
Erin: But your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. It's hard to let you go baby, why oh why?
Sabbie:Baby boy stay on my mind and fill my fantasy. i think about you all the time, i see you in my dreams
Erin: i'm sorry for the wrong things that i've done. You could put the blame on me.
Sabbie:Baby, when you left i lost a part of me. Is that so hard to believe. Come back baby cos we belong together
Erin: Wouldn't give my love, even just one night. Our love will stay in my heart.
Sabbie:Mami I'm good all by myself but yo make me better. You make me better.
Erin: Can't you see i want you by the way i took you away. don't judge me by the way I'm acting today
Sabbie: he's more than a man. and this is more than love. the reason that the sky is blue
Erin: I think you're fine. You really blow my mind.
Sabbie: So long. It was so long ago.. but i still got the blues for you
Erin; you're the only one i want. And no one can tell me that i can't
Sabbie:Is it because im missing you that im having deja vu. Boy I try to catch myself but Im outta control. Your sexiness is so appealing I just can't let you go
Erin: you are my light of hope through my journey me darkness. And the light will never did off. You are my princess.
Sabbie:
Erin: I just want you to know. I want to be your romeo, oh juliet.
*firdaus called.
Obviously, our sms-es were from various lyrics from random songs. Mostly romance. haha x)
Monday, November 26, 2007
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Happy Birthday, Dear Shaik ! :D
Monday, November 19, 2007
Thanks Auntie Long for the shirts and necklace (:
Sunday, November 18, 2007
I have not gotten sunburnt for like decades. Yesterday, the netball court was extremely hot. I was like some roasting chicken. Can't even sit down. It was vey hot and sunny. The sun was like just above my forehead. Sat and play there for HOURS. My hand, face and neck has sunburn now. Very pain seh ): Below my neck got like one V shape. Above the V was really dark and below the V was very fair. Got huge diff. And and, I can't even touch my hp or ipod cos i t was burning hot in my bag. It was like 100 degrees out there.
I didn't know how all those tudung-wearers could manage covering from top to bottom below the gleaming sun. Hana and I were practically the youngest there playing and one of the few non-tudung-wearers. I played 3 three games I think. I was WA and sometimes WD. During the later matches, I was like jumping up and down at the court cos it was so hot. My feet were like burning. My last match was the worst. The netballers of my opponent were terrific and flawless. They were so athletic and MUCH TALLER THAN ME. They were big and strong. haha. Their GD was a chinese and she was AWESOME !
Didn't make it to the finals but nevermiinds. haha. I'm gonna miss my teammates ! I hope to see them again. They make me think about God more often :)
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
Final Netball training
Netball Tournament
Mavis Carnival
Mavis Registration
KK hospital appointment
Finally, I have something to look forward to than eat,sleep & eat,sleep :D
Thursday, November 15, 2007
That was what I remember when I was making the decision. I chose to run than to die. Last night, I cried my heart out. Daddy comforted me while mummy was in my room talking on skype with her aunt. She did not come out until daddy was gone. She hung the clothes. I quickly went to bed. I planned to leave home and go somewhere faraway like Jurong or Woodlands. However, I overslept.
Then I remembered about the netball training and tournament. Shit. I needed to prepare for it. Training was at Kallang and tournament was at NUS. I needed money and transport from daddy. Therefore, stayed at home instead ):
Will continue later, for now, heading to Simei with Daddy .
sabira.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
cos i can't stand it DD:
Life is shit.
Too long for me to live.
Every second is torture.
Therefore, it is best that I die.
Perhaps, all my worries and misery on Earth will end then (:
I am sure I have chose the correct solution to the mess I am in.
The only problem is I don't know which is the fastest and less painful way.
If I choose to run, ...I don't know where to go. I would want to go to a place that is far far far far far far far far far far far away from here.
A place so far, no one can ever find me.
I want to die. I really do. life is too long for me to suffer. If only it was shorter. Anyway, I am sure my parents would be happy if I am gone forever. Yes, they will tell me the consequences of suicide but deep inside their heart, there's a not much burden left for them.
I need to die. I want to die. I'd love to die. I'd die to die. I'm dying to die. I'd like to die, please. I beg you God. Take me away or else, guide me and be by my side on Earth
die.
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Took a loads of photos with classmates with cellphones and cameras. Ate quite a lot. Surprised to see them eating Firdaus and I 's Special Cookies x) haha
Suppose to run away that night but decided not to. LOL. I was so happy that day. Came out from the toilet with Liyana and saw a man about to go in. I almost screamed. Walked back to the chalet and saw Mr roger lim in front of us. Informed the others. Took pictures with mr lim and stuff. Too bad our own form teacher didn't come.
Played taiti most of the time and laughing out loud and jumping like some mad cow. From happy, to crying miserably, to hyperactive. My mood changed so rapidly that evening/night. Then Darrell pointed at me and said, "pai kia" Something like that and I asked what was it. Before I went home, went to sent firdaus to the bus stop with Adeline and Cheryl. I took a short bath after that.
Then, decided to go KFC and Cheers with Keith but shops were closed ): So we went to Mac instead. lol. I bought milo, fries and mcflurry. Keith bought two ice cream and one ice tea. Ate fries, chatted awhile,watch telly at the chalet. Wanted to sleep over there but scared mummy and daddy scold. haha. Walked home and mum said actually I could sleep there. I'm like WTH ! haizz.. walked all the way home for nothing. nevermiinds
Never wanted the day to end. But now it has..
I LOVE TWOEXPRESSFIVE <3
However, people still ate it in the chalet when we promoted it ! We should have promoted it to Mr Sin and Mr Roger Lim when they came :D What a waste !
Monday, November 12, 2007
I understand that there are some problems
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that she put you through
Papa, I never thought you'd leave so early DDD':
The pain and sorrow that I have been keeping inside are so unbearable.
It feels as if I'm gonna lose my dad FOREVER )':
always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you..
♥♥♥
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Reached city hall, and they started smoking once more. Honestly, I've never been to peninsula or places around it.. haha.. My brother insisted that i walked right in front of them. Hashim said my brother and him were bodyguards :D haha. I have two bodyguards la seyh ! lol. Went to my brother's friend's shop and bought electric blue skinnies. I tried size 26 and it wouldnt fit in. Unsatisfied with size 27, I tried size 26 once more. And it fitted :DD Then we went to some shops cos Hashim wanted to buy a hat or something.
Hashim damn funny and RICH lar.. He bought a hat at first i think. Then the salesperson asked if he wanted a cardigan and he decided to buy one. Then she suggested that he should buy skinnies.At first he was reluctant but in the end he bought it too.. lol. then she asked him to buy a belt. He then thought for a few seconds and chose one too. I'm like omg. He agreed to almost everythin the salesperson suggested. He's one hell of a rich shopper. He bought some shirts too. All together he spent more at $100 in one shop. I'm impressed. Abang didn't buy anything. LOL. Because they went to Peninsula just for ME :D I helped carry Hashim's belongings. And I treated my brother a meal in KFC. Then they wanted to gado with one guy who kept looking at my abang. We were like laughing all the way. haha.. After eating a lot with them, we headed home.
and sorry Hashim if I spelled your name wrongly
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAFIRAH !
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Did prayers and then took a bath. Dad was still sleeping. So i got ready slowly. I was suppose to be at Bedok South for Netball training at 8.30am. I was the first to arrive ): haha
There were about 12 people there. And I was so so suprised. They were ALL WEARING TUDUNG. i was like omg. Hana and me were the odd ones. But they were very very alim and super nice lar. They were also very friendly. I never expected them to turn out this way. I thought they were those rough girls or something of the sort.
I guess I'm happy to know them (: all thanks to hana (:
haha.
I think I'm GD. But I think I prefer being center because I do better there. I'm not very enthu when I'm defending. But it doesn't matter anyway.
The netball tournament is going to be held at NUS high. From 9am to 5pm. Wish me luck ! haha..
xoxo
Thursday, November 8, 2007
sabira
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
By Alonna Friedman
Friends coming over in T-minus 30 minutes? Save yourself a freak-out with our cheater's guide to speed-cleaning.
1. DECLUTTER
Do a pass-through of key rooms, picking up clutter as you go. Forget about putting things in their proper places. Just collect any of the following and put in a closet:
Catalogs, bills, and newspapers
Pets' toys
Handbags and shoes
Sports equipment
Stray DVDs
Time: 4 minutes
2. WIPE DOWN
Slap on your gloves and carry all of these items in a small cleaning caddy so you can easily move from room to room.
Spray an all-purpose cleaner on your kitchen countertop and wipe away grime with paper towels or a microfiber cloth.Remove fingerprints from stainless steel surfaces using a glass cleaner, specialty cleaner, or plain water and a cloth.Wipe down the dining table and other surfaces like a china cabinet or server (if you have hardwood, just remove dust with a damp rag or microfiber cloth).Spray the bathroom sink, vanity, and counters with an all-purpose disinfectant.Wipe down the outer edge of the tub (it's something all guests will see) and pull the curtain or shower door closed.Clean the mirror with vinegar and wipe with newsprint (odd but it works). Paper towels leave a fuzzy residue.Spritz all outside surfaces of the toilet with disinfectant before moving inside. Wipe clean.Lift the toilet seat lid and spray cleaner on the top and bottom, then squeeze bowl cleaner under the rim or pour in a cup of cleaner. Use a toilet brush to scrub under the rim and inside of the bowl. Flush.
Time: 10 minutes
3. SWIFF
pronunciation: 'swiff'function: verb 1: the action of using a Swiffer2: a lifestyle choice for Nest editors
Swiff your coffee table after spraying it with an all-purpose cleaner. Next, tackle the TV (including screen) and entertainment center and quickly swiff any frames and collectibles on display. Then, swiff the floors in the kitchen, living room, and bathroom -- and finish up by defurring couches and chairs with a lint roller.
Time: 5 minutes
4. EMPTY
Clear out the sink. This is self-explanatory. Just put dishes into the dishwasher.Empty the wastepaper basket in the bathroom.Take out the trash.
Time: 2 minutes
5. RESTOCK
Put out fresh hand towels, a box of tissues, extra TP, air freshener, and hand soap.Do a chair count and haul out the extras.Replenish your table with fresh placemats if there are stains on the current set, or flip them over to the clean side.Fill the napkin holder.
Time: 4 minutes
6. DISPLAY
Take out serving dishes and wine glasses (check for smudge spots) so they are within reach when guests arrive.Fluff and arrange wayward throw pillows and push in couch cushions that may be off-kilter.Make an instant centerpiece by throwing fruit or vegetables into a decorative bowl in the center of the dining table.Dim the lights and light candles. Nothing hides cleaning imperfections better.Put on your game face. People are at the door!
Time: 4 minutes
Photo: Antonis Achilleos
© 2007 The Knot Inc. All rights reserved.
webby :http://lifestyle.msn.com/homeandgarden/home/articletkt.aspx?cp-documentid=5467197
We tried 'cuci-ing mata' there but it was useless la.. Not many people there... One weird random guy almost intentionally hit his plastic bag at us and said bye. Liyana said 'eeeee' and I wanted to tell her that the guy might hear it but in the end, who cares? It was some random guy anyway..
Went home, took a bath and called liyana... She said a guy mintak her no. But in the end, she took the guy's no. LOL.
liyana, you should give it to him :) really. he said 'friends' whaaaaat :DD
Monday, November 5, 2007
..
At night, mum asked me if I wanted to follow her feed some cats and kitten down stairs. Brought the cat food and water. We found the mother cat and her kitten , the one that we always saw everyday. We fed the kitten then suddenly her mother ran to her to protect. i've never seen such mother. She eyed us with suspicion. She guarded her kitten as she laid down..
After the kitten was done eating and drinking, the mother ate her leftovers. They then started playing with each other. I enjoyed watching them :)
Soon, we went home. I turned on my comp and a guy added me in msn. He was trying to get horny and dirty with me so I blocked him.
eh cb, don't try to talk dirty with me and act all funny, especially when I don't even know you... I swear I'll curse you to death lar..I hate it when I meet people like him..
diamonds are a girl's best friend
Expert advice from Blue Nile
At least as important as diamond shape, the ring’s setting is what everyone glancing at your girl’s hand is going to notice. Is your wife-to-be a modern woman who appreciates sleek lines and minimalist style? If so, you might want to choose a contemporary setting for her diamond. If she’s more conservative and appreciates classic styles, you might want to go for a traditional diamond setting. If she’s a romantic, you could choose a vintage style for her finger. Another setting-related question to consider is whether you want to go for a solitaire, a setting with a diamond flanked with other stones, or a channel-set ring with diamonds circling the finger.
-Cathedral: A modern variation on the solitaire, perfect for women with active lifestyles.
-Channel: Eye-catching and elegant, channel-set diamonds are a popular choice.
-Three-stones: Symbolizing the past, present and future, the three stone ring is a romantic choice.
Shape
This is the most personal aspect of choosing a ring. While the most popular shapes for diamonds in engagement rings are Round and Princess, other shapes include Oval, Emerald-cut, Marquise-cut, Radiant-cut, Pear-shaped, Asscher-cut and Heart-shaped. Figure out which shape suits your bride-to-be’s personality and lifestyle and choose accordingly. Of course, if you’re really stuck, you can always ask her friends or her family for advice.
Round: With 58 facets, this is the most popular modern shape for its versatility and sparkle.
Princess: A trendy alternative to Round, the Princess shape is full of angles and facets.
Oval: The flattering and elegant Oval shape elongates even the shortest fingers.
Emerald: A perfect shape for larger diamonds, this shape is all about glamour.
The 4 Cs of diamonds
Now that you know what you want the ring to look like, it’s time to get technical. Before you choose the rock for the ring, you need to do your homework on diamonds and educate yourself on the all-important four Cs: Cut, Clarity, Color and Carat.
Cut
When jewelers refer to the cut of a diamond, they’re actually referring to the gem’s reflective qualities. A good cut is what gives a diamond its bling-factor—the quality that makes a diamond look like it is emitting light.
Clarity
Diamonds are rated for clarity based on the lack of internal flaws, or inclusions: the fewer the flaws the more valuable the diamond. If a diamond features no internal or external flaws, it is granted the rating of FL or Flawless. Internally Flawless (IF) diamonds contain no internal flaws. Diamonds given this rating are beautiful, rare and valuable. At the other end of the scale, I1, I2 and I3 diamonds are all Included and feature noticeable flaws. The good news is that there are several tiers in between these, so if you’re looking for good value, choose a diamond with no inclusions visible to the unaided eye. Although it might not be flawless it can still be a stunning, clear diamond.
Color
The most valuable diamonds are colorless, and are priced accordingly. Like other aspects of diamonds, color is provided a rating, this time from D to Z, with “D” diamonds being completely colorless and “Z” being cloudy and tinted. It is important to note that diamonds rated “K” through “Z” have enough color that it will be noticeable to the casual observer, particularly if the diamond is set in white gold or platinum. While colored diamonds, such as pink and yellow, are currently in vogue, thanks to the celebrities sporting them, the classic, sparkling ice-like rock will never go out of style. And don’t be fooled—these yellow diamonds aren’t “Z” grade recipients being passed off as a new look. Colored diamonds are graded on a separate scale from white diamonds.
Carat
Carat refers to the weight of the diamond. As larger diamonds are rarer than small ones, carat weight reflects the value of the diamond and is priced accordingly. For this reason, the price of a diamond rises exponentially with carat weight, which explains why a two carat diamond is worth more than two one carat diamonds. The number associated with the carat weight is also what your bride-to-be’s friends will inquire about when gazing at the ring; however, there are other factors to consider besides bragging rights. For instance, what size is her ring finger? The smaller her finger, the larger the diamond will look. Does she generally wear a lot of jewelry? If not, a large diamond may make her uncomfortable or concerned about damaging her ring if she knocks it or nicks it. Finally, make sure that you’re buying a diamond that makes sense for your budget. You want to start off your new life together on the right foot, not deep into debt.
Buying the ring you love
The most important aspect of choosing a diamond is settling upon a ring that both you and your wife-to-be love. This is something that she’ll be wearing for the rest of her life, so make sure that it’s the right ring for her.
CREDITS
Information : Blue Nile , Msn Shopping
Images: Sabira, Msn
http://shopping.msn.com/content/shp/?ctId=4018,ptnrid=164,ptnrdata=302303>1=10634
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Nothing much today. It took me the whole afternoon to finish watching Resident Evil :Extinction. I kept pausing it because it was gruesome. Overall, it was awesome. It was fun watching them die x)
All the heads cut off and stuff.
Talked to firdaus on the phone as usual and he said something he never said before..
"sab, muker kau macam puki.. aku rase macam nak sumbat '15 inch salami' aku........"
he said it something like that. I improvised a lil bit.Anyways, I kept laughing out loud non-stop til my tummy hurt. hahahaha.. He has never talked like this bad..
I feel like watching Resident Evil again.. haha..
Thursday, November 1, 2007
I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir
I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir
I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir
I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir I saw hydir
I saw him la sey !
I know I sound like some hydir-obsessed girl but I'm not oke..
It's just that it was so coincidental and I have not seen him for many many MONTHS. A few minutes before I met him, Firdaus asked me what will I do if I saw him. The question was something like that. Then when I hung up and approached my dad, hydir was right behind him. It was at the Singtel store btw. I was so shocked, I could not talk and act properly. In fact, I couldn't breathe! I acted super funny in front of my father. I was so nervous and scared. It was like so unbelievable. Then when my dad ask me to go see the hp he wanted to buy for me, I said," for what ?? just buy uh.. i don't have to see what it looks like" But my dad forced me to see, so I covered half my face as I walked past hydir. stood beside hydir's mum (i think so) haha and I told my dad that it was nice though i didn't see it.. lol.
then2 hydir bought the same hp that I wanted to buy ! haha.. so coincidental.. i guess great minds think alike ..hahaha
what luck for the both of us..
but i haven't buy the hp yet :(
I took 358 at the pasir ris interchange. I saw Ismail in that bus :) I smile at him. However, when hydir and I met, I didn't dare to smile at him nor did he...haha