It is either suicidal or run away kid
cos i can't stand it DD:

Life is shit.
Too long for me to live.
Every second is torture.
Therefore, it is best that I die.
Perhaps, all my worries and misery on Earth will end then (:

I am sure I have chose the correct solution to the mess I am in.
The only problem is I don't know which is the fastest and less painful way.
If I choose to run, ...I don't know where to go. I would want to go to a place that is far far far far far far far far far far far away from here.
A place so far, no one can ever find me.

I want to die. I really do. life is too long for me to suffer. If only it was shorter. Anyway, I am sure my parents would be happy if I am gone forever. Yes, they will tell me the consequences of suicide but deep inside their heart, there's a not much burden left for them.

I need to die. I want to die. I'd love to die. I'd die to die. I'm dying to die. I'd like to die, please. I beg you God. Take me away or else, guide me and be by my side on Earth

die.
die.
die.
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