Yes

Yesterday, had an argument with my mum over some stupid matter. I wanted to wear a tudung(scarf) to go out. But she scolded me in mandarin "blah.blah.blah.blah. char bor." That's all I could hear. Lol. Like wth. Thank god my dad was on my side. My dad argued with her on the phone, telling her that she should encourage me to wear it, and besides, I was going out with my dad not her. She was unsatisfied, therefore, she called me and told me sternly that i could never ask her about anything at all. She only here to make sure we go to school. And I said "k". I didn't want to give her the pleasure of satisfaction. Why should I ? Anyway, we dropped by a wedding and ate. It was my uncle's wife's cousin's wedding. Mum didnt cook anything so I was really hungry and thirsty. Then, went to white sands cos mum insisted i met up with her to change into tee and jeans. Fine, i went there. She was slightly happier than before. Changed, and when to the cinema. Syahmi wanted to poo. Wth. Waited for him for a like a good fifteen minutes while the show started. oh btw, we watched Yes Man :D hees. Reminded me of Liar Liar. Funny movie really. Then after watching, sleepy. but had to go to my uncle's house. The same uncle who was related to the wedding. His wife is generous as usual. She gave me like 4 notebooks ftom the police post. And two delicious cupcakes from the wedding dinner and a big bag of nasi bryani. Yum ! Oh, and I'm really late for the BBQ that Firdaus told me to come, right now. Haha.

Oh btw, Syakir, may karma hit you harder than a bitch would. I hope you and your generation suffer. I officially H.A.T.E you.

I really need to lose weight ! Dont be surprise when you see me in school when it starts cos I'm seriously really,really like obese. And I'm not one of the people who are cute when they're fat. I'm UGLY fat. Reason is that I never move about during the holidays. I'm a couch potato :/ Eat. sleep. eat. eat. sleep. eat. I basically live to eat D:

My Diet for today. I cut down half of what i usually eat to lose weight ! Hope it works :p

21 peices of cookies.
80g of instant noodles.
2 cups of water
2 servings of pasta with cheese.
2 cups of concentrated orange juice
a slice of logcake

6.12pm
well thats what i've eaten so far =)
update later.
xoxo

About me: In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.%D%A%D%A..

Who I'd like to meet: The central question is, is this guy right? Or is he mad? What do you, the reader, think about this? Which struck me as a properly anarchist solution. I didn't want to tell people what to think, I just wanted to tell people to think, and consider some of these admittedly extreme little elements, which nevertheless do recur fairly regularly throughout human history I am most impressed :o

HOHOHO ! MERRY CHRISTMAS !
xoxo

Woke up at like 11+ liddat. Nur called. She appealed to go greenview liao. I pray hard she gets it ! Then, Went to bathe, got ready, went out. Chong kept asking, where was I going and all. I told him that I was going to school. Met nur under her block; walked to central. Bought another school shoe. And bought nur's school shoe. I used my school books' money to buy em :p Then, I got hungry. Bought bubble tea then ate at the food court. Then nur couldnt stop her hiccups. Haha. Tried many ways to stop it but to no avail x) Head to the laundry shop. Sent my skirt for alteration. This time, I didnt go to my usual shop. My usual shop like hardly open, then, they alter senget2 and it looks so obvious that it's altered. Lol.

K, then went to greenview..Took nur's booklist. Saw Huzaifa and Shahirin. Then sat down at the canteen there. Tired. Saw soccer boys. I acknowledge some of them. Dinesh, Dinie, Hidir and some other people. Hidir funny siot. He told me to ask nur if he was the most handsome. And he shouted as he walked that he was the best soccer player ever. Haha. Whatever x) Then as they were going home, he asked me if nur said he was the most handsome. I told him that nur thought he was the most handsome guy she's ever seen. lmao. Padahal nur never say anything. Then he told me to blah3. Dono luh what he said. He was doing the whole talking-like-shouting-while-walking-away act, therefore, I had no idea what the lad was saying. Sorry :/

Soon after, nur asked me to go to her house. So, headed there after that. Then , Aizat was playing the comp. His voice is getting deeper and deeper. I still remember how his primary school's voice was like x) So yeah, watched him chat. He showed me his contacts; the minahs, and the non-minahs. Lmao. Then, head home. Nur went to my house first. Then, a few minutes later, I went. Thank god, Syahmi didn't suspect a thing ! Hehs.

Sabby kuar jap :P

Is it me?
Is it a curse?
Just five days, is all I get.
And after that, it fades away.
It'll be either me, or the other, or BOTH.
During those five days, I come to think, " Will it really be over after the fifth day?"
or " Will this time be different ? I hope so"
It's sad to be destined this way.
I really do have a feeling it's a curse.
Or just a really bad destiny.
Maybe a friend was right, perhaps the right person was right in front me all along.
Shucks, what am I saying??
I know that this curse is what's best for me. But sometimes, people can get lonely.
I know I'm fickle, but I've proved myself once that I can stick to one( although it's so freaking hard).
Nevertheless, don't I deserve someone (?)
):

There may be a thousand humans out to get you, but that doesn't mean that they'll actually reach you.
U.U


xoxoxo

Eden Loveless kan?
Sabby pon Loveless :D

A young woman, in the course of her college life, came to terms with her homosexuality and decided to come out of the closet. Her plan was to tell her mother first; so on her next home visit, she went to the kitchen, where her mother was busying herself stirring stew with a wooden spoon. Rather nervously, she explained to her that she had realized she was gay.

Without looking up from her stew, her mother said, "You mean, lesbian?"

"Well... yes."

Still without looking up: "Does that mean you lick women down below?"

Caught off guard, the young woman eventually managed to stammer an embarrassed affirmative; whereupon her mother turned to her and, brandishing the wooden spoon threateningly under her nose, snapped: "Don't you *EVER* complain about my cooking again!"

by Brenda R.

I'm getting a haircut ^^ And it's probably gonna be really short. I'm planning to shave it ! x)

Wait. It's not PMS. It's PMDD. A severe case for PMS. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
I wanna kill myself.

Me no like PMS.
Me hate PMS
Me having PMS
PMS, go die.
PMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMS, me hate you.
x(

Johor !

Minah Kampung is back~
:p
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Day 1
Left home right after dusk. I found out that Nur's coming. Woo hoo~ She was at Yishun and she rushed back just for meee :D Uncle Nan drove us to Woodlands checkpoint. Then took the bus to the other checkpoint. The bus stopped in the middle of the road, where there are like a zillion cars speeding. And my dad told us to get out. From there, we walked at the road. I thought it was absolutely crazy because we could get knocked down. One of the buses honked right beside me and nur. It was so loud, my ears hurt ): Then, go to Kota Raya or something. Saw my aunt and her husband in their car. We then went to Pizza hut. Damn cheap, bodoh ! :DD So happy. Bought two large pizzas- pepperoni, stuffed crust and super supreme. Head to granny's house. Saw her and grandpa, alia, amir and later shairah. Ate. Ate somemore. Bathe. Talk2 to Nur. Play swing. Talk2. Play2. Sleep. Woke up at 2am, cos got mosquito bites D: Then at 5, granny and grandpa woke up already. Wanted to pray, but too sleepy :/

Thought of the Day.
Nenek : Sabby ader bawak baju mandi?
I : Yeap
then I was started thinking, " Baju mandi? What is that?? Baju mandi... Oh, is it clothes for bathing? Wait, people wear clothes while bathing? Oh, I think it's the baju after you bathe. Wait, that can't be right. Mandi.. Ohhh... Tomorrow we're going swimming. Swimming=Mandi. I thought it was berenang? Baju berenang? Damn, I'm stupid.

Day 2.
Raining. Boooo. Woke up at 9 i think. I thought everyone was awake, but Alia and Shai were still asleep. Bath-ed. Damn cold. No heater DD: Ate breakfast, this weird laksa that me and nur wanted to puke(?) Shairah could finish it all. I was like (omg). Me and nur kept looking at each other. That day, i was even more thankful she came. Then.. Nasi bryani was cooked. Me and nur wanted it real bad D: But we just ate laksa. lol. We wanted to share plate to eat it but Dad told us to use our own plates. Watched Upin & Ipin x( Then Aunt and family went home. Byebye. Bored. Asked dad to bring us to the city. He suggested we play hide and seek. My thought - that's a good idea ! -__- Immature. Okay. played it. Me and nur cheated at black and white, so syahmi could be the seeker :p I hid behind the place to pray. Syahmi never found me til he saw nur( who came to my hiding place). Then, got ready to go to the city. Yay ! Tell you this, Firdaus, this is better than your mass orgy ! :DDD But I past buy a road with a roadblock ! The traffic jam was about 7km long tau ! And the things damn cheap, bodoh. I bought fake eyelashes and school bags, and that hot pink handbag I always wanted. Syahmi bought Upin & Ipin D: Nur and I bought the same schoolbag ! I really hope she goes to my school next year. I wish she was my sis :/ I bought school shoes, the shoe that firdaus thinks only the butch wear. (W)HAT(E)VER (M)AJOR (L)OSER ! :p kidding. Anyway, head home after buying em and eateateat ! Then play makeup2. Nur and syahmi conteng my face with eyeliner and lipgloss and all. The contengs included, 369 and omega logo -_- and "chicken" Lol. Had a had time removing the makeup. i washed my face til it was sore! Lucky, Aunt Long left lOreal make up remover :D Then watched Upin and Ipin and then KL Drift. Zack is hot, Fasha is so stupid to break up with him ! It's also so sad that Joe died D: Then went to sleep. Woke up. Heard this real loud noise.
This leads us to thought of the day !

Thought of the day
" It must be an airplane. Wait, I'm not at home ! Omg, what is that noise. Is this tsunami?? Nono. End of the world !! Omg. omg. omg. What am I gonna do? No, cannot be end of the world. Must be tsunami. omg. tsunami. I'm gonna die. Oh god, what should i do? Wake papa up? No ! I shall die in my sleep. Zzzzzz"

-.-"

Day 3
Alarm rang. I'm alive ! Woke up Nur. Then went to eat. Had a really bad cold. Kept sneezing.
This leads us to Thought of the Day !

Thought of the Day.
Nenek: Sabby. sakit? Tak payah mandi sudah.
Sabby: Tak, Saya hendak mandi.
( mum says i talk malay like a book
Anyway, back to it !)
Nenek: Oh. Nak mandi, jangan [besar] kepala.
I thought : Huh ? Besar kepala? Why would she say that ! Besar Kepala=big-headed. No. ohhh.... Basah kepala ! Oh god, stupid. stupid. stupid !

Kk back to the story.. Bathed. Got ready. Pack2. Chat2 with granny and nur. Got to city and bought hell lot of bubble gum. Then, head back and fetch Granny and grandpapa. Stopped at City square and went shopping ! Ate nasi padang and went to bookstore ! Bought Iqra book and Malay assessment for O levels ! Yay! Like finally... Thenn.. walked a mile to bus stop. Took bus and go to the checkpoint and the usual stuff. Taxi-ed back home :D Thank you, papa for bringing us and spending ! :DDDDDDD
xoxoxoxoxoxo

Miss my homies ;]
Peace out home dawg !
Byeeeee~

Minah Kampung Going to Kota Tinggi
for a few days.
Miss me, homies !
=p





Peace out home dawg

Well, let's write something before I leave after dusk.
Ytd, I made hot milo for Syahmi-idiot. Used susu pekat.
And today, my mum couldnt find the susu at all. looked all over the kitchen. My whole family did a search. haha. And you know where it was? IN THE MICROWAVE OVEN. Lmao. Something's wrong with me. haha.

Well. I'll miss you all :DD
xoxoxoxo

Conversation of the Day

Sabby: Conversation of the Day ! * typing*
Baby: kau hafal tahiyat?
Sabby: Tak.
Baby: Hahaha.Sabby: (silent)
Baby: Aku-
Sabby: Wait.
Baby:O-
Sabby:Wait, wait.
Baby: What?!
Sabby: Waaaiiit.
Baby: Sab-
Sabby:Wait.Wait.
Baby: Aku tengah cakap ngan kau lah bodoh
Sabby: Ah.
Baby: Da la, forget it. Kau slow.
Sabby: Alar.
Baby: Eh, letak gambar JiaQi uh kat Escape Theme Park tu. That's recent, not basi.
Baby: Eh-
Sabby: Wait
Baby: Bodoh punye, Bira.

Picture of the Day

There you go ;)

Conversation of the Day.

"Sabby, you want to go to heaven ?" - Mama
"I don't like the sound of it." - Sabby
"Iron my hair please?" -Mama

" Huh... Okay. Wait" -Sabby
" Your hair look like Predator" - Mama
" ...."

Picture of the Day.
Azryzal Haiqel :D


" Heaven door has closed " - Mama

Went to tamp mall to buy some stuff with Baby. Baby and I bought the same waterbottle for school :p Walk2, then eat2. I realised that Baby know me too well liao ): He can tell when I'm lying or pretending. At one point of time, he can tell that I'm stoning. Damn. At one time too, got these three guys in front of us, Baby asked me to choose, uno, dos, tres. I chose uno. lol. Should have chosen cero luh. Baby called Uno, high pants. lol. It wasnt so high actually. Ate at Long John after seeing uno, dos, tres there, Baby keep disturbing. He say I in public eat slow but at home eat, [with a mocking sound] Lol. Then went to century square to buy Baby's contacts. He bought green. Look like Setan luh ! Walk2 some more. Then go WS. Bought two tudung :p Bank Transfered some money. Then, Baby bought milkshake. Went to NTUC after that, bought chocolates and tangerines. Random things. haha. Go to 1st floor. Mum called. Asked go watsons. Damn pissed. Went down again. Bought more chocolates from Watsons. Pfft. Then head home, 17. Bathed. Went to mengaji. I know can doa some doas. Yay ! Memorised em while waiting for my turn at Cik Mida's house.

Pictures in Baby's phone. Peace out home dawg !
xoxo

Continue the changing thing some other day. lol. Today, I've contacted BMC academy. I'm enrolling there to take an additional subject. That is, A maths :D Lol. It's a big step, but I have to. No matter what, I need it for my future. Perhaps, my teacher was right. I do need A maths for the school I want to go. I check the two schools, and it stated that I need to pass A maths. One of it, I have to attend an interview. Gosh. I'm a lil nervous cos I've got a lot to catch up. Doing some changes in my life, finally. I gathered my courage to call my dad. I told him that he needs to fish out $680 for my enrolment at BMC. I then told him my tuition fees for next year is $500 per month. Actually, it was $1000 per month. But I'll just have to sacrifice a lil. I offered to find a job to lighten the burden but my mum disapproves of it. So obviously, my dad will as well. And today, my mum preached about religion to me and my maid for hours. I had a migraine listening to it. Right now, it seems that I get agigated too easily,I bet it is PMS. Damn. PMS is one of the things I seldom am able to avoid. The hormones are crazy. So, I think I better have my ID photo ready fast before zits start popping out. Tomorrow I have to get to City Hall. Shucks. What am I gonna tell my mum ?! I have to collect my blogshop thingys. Not my blogshop, but my.. what they call it? Goods? Uh, whatever. I bought a star bracelet. I was thinking about it having mailed. City hall is too inconvenient for me.

A question has been on my mind for days. Should I go for the operation? Is it worth it? ):
Well, I have to go now. my migraine is killing me !
V, get well soon ((: I'm catching a flu myself. lol.

Time to change !

I seriously think it's time that I change liao. I think back, what I've been doing is not what my parents would like me to be. Come to think again, must I be what my parents would like me to be?
Wait, was I born and made to impress my parents? Or live the life I want? Or God wants? 0.o Damn, I am confused. Haiz.

Actually, I don't know what to change. lol. I don't know what I want either. I stopped lepak. Is that a good thing? I think so. I don't have angkong, I'm sure that's good ^^ My piercings are only six. Which to me is little TT My green hair? Err, that's to me- nothing. I have taken out foul words from my vocabulary. I bet that's good ! Like finally seh. But it's hard to maintain. lol. I'm proud of myself for not smoking. I dont ton anymore. I dont think thats good or bad -.-" I dont dress tak senonoh. I don't drink :DD That, I damn happy, cos I always wanted to feel how it's like to get drunk. haha. Oh2! I dont do horny talks anymore !! :PP Andand i think the best of all for me is that, I dont have the straw in my ear piercing and I dont trim my eyebrows until my mum is upset (:

What I haven't change-
X Never pray
X Never study
X Procrastinate
X Waste Time
X Disrespectful to certain people ( i am so sorry)
X Still enter Babi Hutan mode
X Still violent ( a lil only)
X think of food 24/7


Well. gtg. bb.tc
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