ZOMG !
Tonight, I had to do a really major scene :O
If you know me well, I've never confronted a person before. When I'm angry, I become violence. But I don't say anything.
However, just now. I did something I never did before.

Mum was really upset.
She was so hurt.
She wanted me to tell the person off.
She wanted me to scream at the person and throw tantrum.
It was a tough challenge for me as I DONT DO CONFRONTING.
Like seriously. I'd rather die than confront someone.
But for mum's sake, I had to do it and stand up for her.
I couldnt let her down.

The person is outside my house.
I literally wiggle, shaking my legs and hands inside the house, releasing the tension.
I keep forgetting my lines.
my maid helps me out with it.
I offer Syahmi 100 habbo credits to throw things at the person.
He backs out.
I keep telling myself, I must do it. It is for mama. It is my job. She is hurt. I must protect her.
On the verge of crying, my brain hatches an idea.
I tell syahmi to get his camera. [I wanted to make myself think i'm just acting.]
Start a video.
And Nita mouth "action"
I shut my eyes tight, pray to Allah, and walk towards the door.
Open it.
Look at him.
Here I go.
I shout as loudly as I can. It turns out to be a minor confrontation.
It's only one take. No cuts. Damn.
I look at the camera man, he is frowning, focusing on the camera.
I take a deep breath and say my lines.
It turns out to be soo fake.
I had given an American accent :|
" You're acting in a scene" I tell myself.
I keep my cool.
"Don't smile, Sabby" I tell myself again.
I can do this.
I shout at the person, confronting him/her of what he/she has done.
I think I suck.
I look at the camera man.
I look at the person.
The person is speechless.
I confronted some more.
No reply. The mouth of the person shapes like a big O
The person is in panic inside.
I am nervous. What do I say now ?
I have cornered the person.
The person remains silent.
I continue doing my confrontation.
A maid walked by.
The maid who made my dad leave us.
Audience.
My confidence boosts.
My voice raises in a more angry tone.
I say my last words.
The person is still silent and in shock.
I pace into the house.
I show my true emotions.
I scream and jump in relief.
Finally, it is over.
Nita gestures to the door.
Oh shit.
I forgot to close and lock it !
I bribe Syahmi to close and lock it for 10 habbo credits.
The strong wind slams the door.
The person enters.
Apologises to mama.
She rejects.
I think I disappoint her.

A few minutes later,
Mama told me she heard my voice from her room. She said I did a really good job and thanked me for it. She said I was really loud and clear and fierce and all.
Wee~
I can't believe I just did that. Wow.
I'm not good in verbal fights.
Seriously.
That's my weakness.