I posted a bulletin today. The survey led me into remembering the day I first fell in love. So deeply. And then, I feel hurt. So hurt. And I was listening to Cry by Rihanna as I thought about it -_-. I'm over you, boy. I'm not sour or anything. You were great for the first few months. I was so happy and contented. Or so I thought I was. But now I realised you hurt me so much and I still loved you. Love was indeed blind at that point of time. Why did I let myself love you? Why am I so stupid? Why didn't I just listen to my friends disliked you :/ Damn, I'm an idiot. Well, what hurt me was that you felt i wasn't good enough for you. You said so yourself.. And you just walked out. Haiz. Everyday, I think, why wasn't i pretty enough for you ? Was I really that ugly that you dumped me after 5 months, or was it that you were just freaking shallow? Well, you were a learning point in my life. Never fall for a guy too deeply, or never entertain a guy like you.

All the best for your singing career :]
I'm sure you'll do fine like you always do.
xoxo

.. Was it karma ?